i was thinking, if im not injured, i wont be so desperate for money until this extend anymore.
its like a no money no rehab. why issit like its my fault when the insurance is fucking slow, turning me to this fucking hell sucky state.
if i can, obviously i want to go rehab every single day despite the hectic schooling i have.
just because i am not carded, to see the doctor for just a review which is around 15mins, it cost 36 bucks. unlike those carded ppl who can just go in as much as they like and its still free.

cant even get a decent sleep these days since last week due to just how indecisive i am.
i was able to go twice a week.
slowly, once, and the 2nd session i struggled to go, paying out of my own pocket,
now, not even a single session of money he is willing to give.i still cant accept the fact that i am the only child and i wants to go back and hide.

he should have let me stay there, why even bother to get me back and now i am grieving for nth.