2009 is good and bad.

good like... i know the 19ps, good ti-derella, that small one, that elbow muscles over lap one, the korean ones, the gossipy ones, a shoe that is not nice to wear, a whiny captain, a retarded runner, .... etc etc.... the times with them are of cos nice. all of them never fails to listen to me complaining, or even, repeat my complaints , and nonsense. HAHA. not forgetting nsl, enl and halfway pesta. nsl was a nightmare but great experience, enl was fun & thrilling, halfway pesta was ... sunny? ssc too, nice to know more ppl there!

bad ones are like i hate for who i am, i hate ppl who are nonsense, ridiculous,stereo typing, and whatever, not forgetting that little ligament there just separate like this.
of cos, i promised myself to be stay strong and crap, of cos not forgetting i will be like a coward in 2010, dread the days passing by, to the day i was supposed to be back, yet i am not. i will be late yet i didn want to. complaining about the trainings rather then staring into space whenever i have a chance. having even the subconscious to be so conscious about myself being handicap and people around are reminding me about it instead of dreaming something i used to dream,running around though i am slow, at least i can dream of myself running. i even hates sleeping but i am tired.
pressures knocking the door even before i am back. at the very least, i was a confident person back then? oh well!


goodbye 2009, cant i just stay in between 2009 and 2010 ?
too late though, facing it now.
glad that i passed M&B.a.